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Alright so I didn't post everyday BUT I came back and that's something. I think so often I start things and mysteriously drop off when some element of my life gets slightly unhinged. The important part is that I get back up and start again as cheesy as it sounds. I feel like a cloud has lifted off of me and here I sit with a new version of myself. It's almost like I'm relearning who I am again with a little human watching my every step. Fascinating really. I had this terrible dream last night that our wedding invitations never went out, my dress was ruined, and I couldn't find Georgia so I just left work with no explanation and was walking the way back to my childhood home. Wow.
The moral of the story is that I realized I could just go to a store like Anthropologie or Free People to get a dress rather than the whole fancy schmancy bridal store. However, it will be a fun ride.
Today, We'll go to Home Depot to get teacher appreciation gifts and try to get a walk in before the heat seats in. For my first time as a Mom, I'm thinking I'll get each teacher a mini cactus and paint the pot with a card that says, "Thank you for helping Georgia grow!"

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